Christmas Night
Painting by Taryn Hessee I am feeling a little sick tonight. I probably overdid the buffalo chicken dip and I think I am probably a little dehydrated as well. I made the grand mistake of watching The Fault in Our Stars. I always remember the romantic, falling in love part, and forget the heart-twisting ugly cry last 30 minutes of the movie. So now my head hurts and it didn't help with the loneliness I was feeling. And I feel jealous. I mean it's not fair that we can't all be beautiful and fall in love. Men complain that they can't get a good-looking woman unless they have money, but you know some of us women just want to try out a good-looking man. Which we can't get without having good looks. It's so gross this world:). I mean maybe we could get sex, but who wants just sex? Not me. I want the good looking man to adore me, obviously. Anyway, I am feeling blue. Year two without much feeling Christmas spirit whatsoever. I am not sure what is happening. It...